once upon a time.

it is very natural for the Filipino people or even for non Filipinos to fantisize about things. so even in writing, we tend to mix those fantasies in our writings. we can't blame ourselves in fantasizing, it makes us feel good, relaxed and happy. noh?! (but i think, imagine is a much better term that fantasize, haha!)

when we imagine things, it can be as real as what it can be or it can be just fantasy.

but what is real and what is fantasy?

for me, fantasy is full of perfection. almost everything is perfect, beautiful, sweet and lovely. yes there are times in which there are chaos, witches, villains, but they can vanish easily and may not appear anymore. so that you may have there the so called hapily ever after. what you feel is just full of emotions. what is real on the other hand is what your 5 senses can.. reach? (sorry i don't know the best word for it) real is what your eyes can see naturally, what you hear, what you feel physically, what you can taste and what you can smell. if you use your senses and see, feel, taste, hear and smell things using those senses of yours, that is real. ( i hope you get what im saying. haha!)


how about alienation? hmn.. isnt it that we do alienate ourselves from others when we are imagining things? reason? because it was only us alone who can understand things that we are imagining about. right? it is us alone who can relate to the story that we are creating on our minds, not unless we wrote it down on paper and that someone have read it. but no one really wanted to be totally alienated from others right? all of us wanted to have friends. we wanted someone whom we can talk to from time to time. we want someone to accompany us when we want to hang out. even if you're a loner, somehow you still want to be with somebody. we always want somebody to be there when we need somebody. right? well not unless we really wanted to be alone with ourselves. yeah sometimes, we also do wanted to be with.. just on our own.. but still not always. who wants to live on their own alone forever anyway? i think, no one does. eat your pride.